Hey everyone As I wait for Ashra to reply to my email about a spell she recommended to me. What are some things to keep myself positive, even though I keep thinking about my girl? As the holidays approach, I'm driving away terrifying thoughts of her boyfriend coming and taking her from me. And what she told me back in October about "Digging my Own Grave", if I'm moving too fast. I hope the spells Ashra cast will make her think that she'll regret deeply if my love lost me. As I still love her, I keep thinking about every time I hear a song that reminds me of her, a car that Looks like hers, and the favorite places we use to go. It feels I'm living without her. I'm keeping positive though.