@B23075 - I understand you. I finally had Scar Healing cast a few weeks ago and it's been a year since I was hurt and he lost my trust. I think it has helped as the thoughts of what happened last year doesn't enter my mind as much as it used to and I don't cry or feel sad as much as I used to. I hope you are able to get this spell and it helps you as much as it helped me. I had an odd dream last night and wondered if anyone had something similar. I dreamt I was with a guy (not my hubby) and I was really happy to be with him. I don't know his name, but he hugged me and we went to have dinner and he held my had at the table. I told him that "I miss you and I know that's strange to say since we don't really know each other well." I woke up thinking "what the heck, who is this guy?" I don't want to read too much into it but is it the person I want my hubby to be or is it someone out there that's better for me? I've been sick since Thursday and he's been pretty attentive with regards to how I am feeling. I stayed home from work on Thursday and he called me mid-day to check on me. Then he called when he left work asking if I needed him to pick up anything before he came home. Now that I am feeling a whole lot better, he's been asking if there is anything I want to do or need and even what I want to eat. He's being very accommodating. With the holidays coming up I'm hoping beyond hope that our relationship gets even better and more loving. Trying to be positive about us and thinking about how I want it to be. Hugs to everyone. Hope you all have a wonderful week.