Here's my update on my situation, plus I had already emailed Ashra about it first. Also, it might be a long post.
On Monday, I was being honest with my boyfriend about how I felt and everything. Then, he had called me after when he had gotten off from work and asked me if I had wanted to hang out for a bit. I agreed and we had seen each other before he had to go home to have an online class for his job. On Tuesday, on our walk to the motel, I had said to him that I have an interview on Wednesday and what he said to me, honestly surprised me because he was being so very supportive. He said I can give you money to get your hair and nails done so that it can help you feel confident. However, you are beautiful regardless. Once we were inside the motel in our room, we finally made love. This time around, it was special. It felt special because something felt different but in a good kind of way. As we laid down in bed, we cuddled and then he teased me by tickling me and held me close. However, he mentioned about two times how happy he is with me and how I make him happy. I just smiled uncontrollably and giggled. He had taken notice of it, and said jokingly to me, Why? You don't want me to? And I then said back to him, Of course, I want you to because I'm glad that I make you happy and I want to continue to do so. We both smiled, as I laid my head on his chest.
Although, I am now waiting for the rest of my report to come true and I believe that when the time is right, it will.
And now about how my interview went Wednesday. Honestly, after being nervous for a while during the interview, I had felt and thought that it went thoroughly well after when it was done. I am keeping my fingers crossed that I hope to hear good news by the end of next Wednesday to hear back from the job. I pray that I get it.