Wow Cara that's a beautiful story. I'm so happy it has worked out for you! Passion Panacea is truly wonderful. No wonder Ashra offers that to kick things off.
But the soul mate spells are difficult for me. What I mean is I would understand if they help find that person, which in Cara's case that happened. Though there are many of us who believe they have found their soul mate, but some negative have take them away from us. Just because they are our soul mate doesn't mean they are immune from negative forces.
In my case, I believe I have found him. During our relationship there were a few intense moments where I just knew he was the one. Besides that, the both of us are, I guess, unique people. Meaning we don't follow the main stream. In fact we choose to rebel against it. We choose to find answers when everyone accepts. We choose to nurture our own interests when others think they're weird. I'm willing to bet many people on this forum understand what I'm talking about because finding a spell caster isn't mainstream normal.
My beloved, in particular, is very intelligent. Far more intelligent than most people around him. And he knows it. And he's insecure (though I think he fails to acknowledge that). But he has learned to us his intelligence to convince people that he is the person he imagines himself to be. A very elevate imagine of himself is presented to these people, and they buy it because they are intimidated by his brilliance.
Please understand I'm not trying to out my beloved down. This is a part of him that I love. Because it's who he is. But as his possible soul mate I understand him more than anyone. I understand him more than he knows. (Frankly I'm the only one who can put up with him because of himself
) And, now..., I believe he understands me more than I ever gave him credit for. And I could write volumes on how much he and I have endured over the years. But ultimately it was my depression and his insecurities that led him to think he wasn't the one... Though he was wrong. And Ashra will secretly prove him wrong to where he comes back
Oh my goodness but I have rambled. But I wonder if soul mates spells help find that One AND helps the One rediscover that they are the One. I guess if he keeps me waiting much longer I should ask Ashra about this angle.