Well, out of all of the spell casters of the world, consider yourself very lucky that you found Miss Ashra. I have heard stories of people being tormented at extreme lengths by things that were supposedly have been supernatural. Curses, hexes, demons, ghosts, so on. Some times emotionally and some times figuratively. I mean either one is bad. I would suggest asking Miss Ashra yourself for help. If she understand that the situation is dangerous and urgenr then the situation could be saved. Other wise your choices and whole future could be at risk. An aura cleansing could help a lot. I am sure that Miss Ashra could offer you one.