Hi Guys, I'm totally new here. Still not very sure how things are done. Like, if you purchase the spells and the seals and priority casting, do you need to fill up the info form repeatedly and type in the situation repeatedly? Or can I just put all 3 items in the order form under 'which spells did you request?'
Anyway, here's a brief summary of my situation. I've known my husband for 22 years, married for almost 7 years. During that time, I waited 14 years to be with him and had another spellcaster do work for me and we finally got married in 2010. Nov 2015, both he and I ended our businesses and we were getting our 1st home together AT THE SAME TIME. Needless to say, tempers flew and things got REALLY rough between us. Lots of arguments. New years' eve, he told me about his affair-with a transgender and asked for a divorce. His friends all encouraged him to do what makes him happy and disregard me. I managed to convince him I wanted and needed him to be around and I would try to accept her. So we tried to work things out. I even agreed to a co-existence with her. But they took advantage of that. Now, he says things aren't working out and asked for a separation. Devastated would be an understatement. The past 1.5 years have been hell for me. All he does since he's with her is text, text, text. Meet, have ***, go out. They text each other for hours on end, everyday. Even in front of me. Our communication totally stopped. He said we have nothing to talk about. It was painful because we were such great friends that we talked and joked about everything and anything under the sun. It's all gone now. I went to depression and panic attacks. I wanted to give up on life. He is my world, my everything. He says we can't communicate and we operate on very different levels. He always got angry with me, for no reason. Said he's never really been happy during the course of our marriage(which I feel is nonsense). I just feel like he's telling himself that, to justify what he's doing. Said he's never knew real happiness till he met her. She makes him so happy. But he said that unless I wanted out, he told her he would never walk out on me or ask for a divorce. Now, he says the situation is different and he is asking for the separation, then divorce. I feel that life is so dark. But since he told me about the separation a few days ago, we've been able to talk more and he said things like he's sad that the marriage is dying, that he's confused and doesn't know if it's the right decision but wants to go ahead with it anyway. But that we'd always be family. He said he knows that for some strange reason, our lives are intertwined but he feels that we can only be friends. NOT a married couple. He told her that he will not stop seeing me coz we are family and he said she's not the type to stop him either. So, we're inofficially separated but still living under the same roof, just different rooms. He threatened that if I don't agree to the separation, he'll move out. So...now, I've become the friend, and the transgender has become his life partner. He's making plans to buy his own place which he's intending for it to be near her new place. The sickening thing is, her birthday-get this- is OUR wedding day.
I got my original spell caster to work on this issue once he told me about the affair. They said that the spells went very well. But for the past 1.5 years, things only got better for both of them and way downhill for both of us. That's what made me look and I found Ashra and you guys on this forum. To be honest, right here where I am, I do have a lot of doubts, I find it hard to trust. I find it extremely hard to be positive. Doesn't help that I'm the goddess of impatience. I'm so scared I'm gonna lose him. the separation is for 3 years, after which would be the divorce. This is a brief summary-won't wanna bore you folks with the details. I'm so sorry it's so long. I just had the Freedom Fire breakup spell with Dragon's blood seal casted by Ashra last night and ordered the Object of Desire this morning, as recommended by Ashra. I'm waiting to purchase the Passion Panacea on Fiverr- which I can't do until Ashra gets back from her vacation. Just waiting for Ashra's reply drives me crazy. I'm nervous, antsy, anxious, wondering if Ashra would reply and if she can help me. My case is WAY complicated and he's WAY stubborn. And I'm really trying so hard to be hopeful but things look so bleak right now. He's adamant about leaving me. I'm so, so scared. I don't have a lot of time left before he leaves.
How many times do you need to do the seals? Is it something that should be done with every spell?
Good luck
