I have few problems. One thing is i think there is a dark spell upon me and my family for years that has been making our lives difficult. The more i try to fight back that dark spell, the more it breaks my life or my families life. It has already took my brothers life through cancer. He was just about to graduate and get a good engineering job but he got cancer in his back and past away within 7 days after we he was diagnosed of cancer. It has kept my dad alcoholic. My mom is always hardworking.... , my sisters are having difficult times dealing with everyday stuff. It has taken away my dad's business. Kept us poor. It has kept love and good friendship away from me. It has kept girls away from me even after being so handsome or good looking. It has kept me from completing my studies. Its too late for that. I m 29 for any studies although i could do a course of diploma and try for a job. It has made a problem for my sister to get a job. her previous job gave her very low salary and then company where she should have raised Rs.5000 had only been raising Rs.500, Making only Rs.11500 ($171) per month as her salary after 3 years of work. I have been jobless. And the job i got was not well payed .. nothing more than $160 per month.
After many years, i finally found my soulmate but that to didn't last long as 2 month after our new love relationship, I got very sick due to GERD which was very bad. I felt like dying due to the symptoms it had. Heart palpitation, chest pain , breathlessness. If i went to diagnosis all reports came normal. Weird. But I suffered it for 8 whole months in out 10 months of relationship, which weirdly ended on the week i fully recovered and started to get back with her. It made problems between me and my lover. Ashra you know. I have been more open about my love.
The dark spell has kept any progress and prosperity. We have no property, no relative support, no house. We live on rent. I got no friends. I have just given up as more i go against this spell the more things gets worst.
Plus Without money I dont know how do I even buy spells or which spells should I go with. I can't use paypal worst don't have no money left in my account. Even worst paypal won't work for my country.
I have been staying single, alone, depressed, Ignored and unlucky, withdrawn from a good life. My family laughs when i fall instead of lending a hand to pick me up. My relationship with my father is worst.. dont want to talk to him. He is liar, cheat and make it worst my mom cant get a divorce with him as we don't have money.
Dark spell is keeping my family sad and on the edge of bankruptcy and alone and helpless. Its not about money. Its about freedom we want from this curse.
Because i was using this website these things happen to stop me from collecting kp
1st my PC hard disk failed.
2nd the internet connection broke off.
on the same day.
Somehow i managed to start the pc without hdd. I am a geek.
This dark spell is taking everything away. I WANT to know how can we deal with this as going against it will only harm me. Can a spell be enough? if yes which and how will i afford it?
To add more, my lover was gonna give me money. As breaking that relationship not only did it me her break up but also made things bit worst with her leading to blocking me away. That dark spell did not let me get that money and it made it sure i don't get it by making things worst between me and her to such a point. Creating a huge misunderstanding and making my action look like i intended to hurt her.